Omg hello

It’s been a super while since I last visited you! The world ate me up last December, I don’t know how I was able to survive the whole month. Office deadlines, gigs, extra projects and Christmas parties, my body gave up one me and gave me the craziest gifts ever on Christmas day : sorethroat, colds and fever. Spent Christmas at my Aunt’s house alone, slept the whole day, slipped down the stairs at night. Medyo malas, but, hello I’m still here hahaha. I still have colds though. Can’t wait to be better and finally get my voice back.

Our new year celeb’s been peaceful. After watching Coraline and the new year dinner with my family (oh have I mentioned that the dinner kinda felt like my last new year dinner with them? not in a bad way, but it was kind of sad), I fell asleep already, the longest and most peaceful sleep I’ve ever had in months. I had dreams, stitched scenes with people who passed by my life in 2011 (and other people hmm) I woke up feeling odd and uneasy and a bit nervous about 2012, I only have a slight idea why. I feel like I’m going to make a huge decision that’s going to change my life.  I feel like saving money for something this year. I also want to get a second job, maybe teach on Saturdays (just rambling ok hahaha) and lots more. I can’t believe I’m turning twenty five in a few days. I am nervous. I miss being a creative person. I sort of feel like a robot in the office (workwise) I miss illustrating :/ I want more time! And speaking of, I need to get ready for work -_-” to be continued!